I am so angry at my soon-to-be-ex boyfriend. He is such a self-centered, pig-headed, thoughtless, uncaring, cock-sucking, son of a bitch! He has had some rough times lately. I can understand and respect that. But, of course he goes and complains to everyone and their mothers about how horrible his life is and how he's better off dead. And, when he makes these complaints, he ,makes it sound about a thousand times worse than it really is. I have tried time and time again to cheer him up, but he just blows me off. Then, I find out (from ~Emo-Cookie-3-19-07 ) that he's been cutting himself. Of course, everyone except me, his girlfriend, knows about this already. I yell at him for being such and idiot, and I tell him about how it doesn't help at all. Then, he actually has the nerve to get angry at me for being angry at him for "doing the only thing that helps." We fight for a while and I refuse to speak to him, because he expects an apology from me. I'm told that both of us ignoring each other won't help, so I explain without apologizing that the reason I was angry is because I don't like seeing him hurt, or seeing him hurt himself.

We "mend things" but he still pretty much ignores me.

Then, I find out today that he's moving to a different town next year and was planning on breaking up with me. That fucking douchebag wasn't ever going to tell me this of course, that would make him actually contribute to the relationship! So, I have to hear this from a different friend, and of course everyone else knows this too. Everyone was seriously pissed at him for blowing me off like that, so they all kind of cheered when I told them I was fed up and decided that I was going to break up with him.

This has all been pretty bad from the start. He has never really had any friends, cause he doesn't get the big fat line between "friendly teasing" and "abusing." with other people. He constantly insults so many people and actually hits him. I thought he was just being a typical stupid guy that has no idea how to do anything, so I tried to get him to be nicer, but he ignored me and continued being mean to people. He is just such a dickface, I seriously want to gorge his ees out, stuff them down his throat, and watch as he chokes and bleeds to death at the same time. I am tired of taking care of him, while he not only ignores my attempts but refuses to take care of me too.He doesn't say hello, goodbye, or pretty much anything else. He doesn't call me, and I don't have his new number so I can't call him either. I'm just sick of this, I feel like some kind of idiot for thinking that I could change him from a fucktard who can't think of anything beyond his penis to a respectable person in their right mind.
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